still finding the right future *____+

hai peeps, hari nie aq x de ape2 buat ape2 yg menarik pon . these days aq banyak buat "reasearch" (well , research ler sngt) about tmpt2 utk aq sambung blaja after results keluar nnti . dngr kate results keluar 20 march , so tambah tolak about 30 days to go . kire nye lambat lagi lar kan ? (dh mcm org giller aq tahan diri nak thu results .desire utk melihat slip sangat membuak-buak . haha :p ) but unfortunately , there`s not much time for me to waste . need to figure out the path im taking after this instantly . im not thinking about the field im taking (it got to be engineering for god sake) . cume bnyk search google tntg tmpt2 yg menawarkan kos tersebut . if possible buat asasi lar kalau bole :D .

   have i filled in my upu form ? yes, i have . my choice is secret :p . only my parents and my bestie know about it . ekcelli dh lame dh sebenarnye aq search google pasal tmpt utk aq sambung study nnti . tpi cume nak make sure yg aq buat pilihan yg tepat , it`s not a crime to do it again right ? it`s ur future after all . so , akhirnye aq buat keputusan utk tanye sendiri senior2 yg sedang/pernah belajar kat tmpt2 yg aq nak pergi tuh . *still waiting for their reply ekcelli . btw , aq dh sure yg aq nak ambil engineering . aq pasti aq x sesuai utk medik , it`s too hard for me ( ps, i`m afraid of blood) . aq x sanggop tgok someone in pain . so kerje medik2 nie mmg sangat lah tidak bersesuaian dngn aq . pharmacists pon x kod , sbb enth larr . x minat r ubat2 . makan ubat pon aq x suke -_______- . kalau ambil law , payah pulak . aq suke law , tpi aq x beberape prefer sbb law nie kene bnyk berkomunikasi plus bnyk ddk dlm pejabat. aq suke kerje yg banyak "di luar pejabat" . LOL . kalau ambek law , x jumpe math dngn chemist dah . tapi aq ttp letak foundation law as my fourth choice . juz in case , mne kite tahu takdir yg menentukan segalenye kan kan kan ? .

   dlm family aq je dh ade due orang engineer , sorang material engineer , sorang oil n gas . aq pon x pasti lar nak ambek engineering ape . still torn weather chemical or mechanical . dlu mmg aq nak pilih chemical sbb mcm bez je , tpi skrg bile pikir balik ambek mechanical pon ok gak . my sister said , mechanical lebih sng nak dpt kerje . chemical nie kalau nasib x baek end up kerje kat kilang biase je .well got to admit, she knows better -_- she also said , kalau nak ambek engineering better study overseas . i`m like WOWWWWWWWWWWWW . i`m not that genius to secure a scholarship to study there . i want to . but i know my place . what i know is countries like france , german , korea and japan is better in terms of studying engineering . foundation or metrik kat sini pon aq sebat je kalau dpt .

. aq stil tunggu senior aq reply sebenarnye nak thu lebih lanjut about their daily life there. bukan nye aq berharap utk study dkt sane , tpi x salahkan kalau set up cita2 kita lebih tinggi dri ap yg kita nak ? it all depends on my result, kalau results bgos bru berani ckp lebih2. LOL kalao x bagos boleh lar kuborkan harapan siap2 . ngeh2 . tpi aq dh tried my best , sampai mlm paper bio terakhir tuh aq berjuang hingga saraf otakku mencetuskan impuls terakhir (mula mengarut . abaikan) . hehe .

 well , till then tunggu je lar hari keluar nye keputusan nnti . (harap bio aq A- lar bnyk mase aq peruntukkan utk subjek tuh). semoga semue batch `96 especially kawan-2 and classmates aq 5 sains sembam dpt flying colors . aamin . :)  freaking miss u guys . that`s all for now .assalamualaikum .