my new members of the floor
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assalamualaikum to all my dear readers :)) . like u guys know . (or if u didn't know , well u still can count :p) dah masuk 2 minggu dah kita berpuasa .. dan inilah first time aq berpuasa tanpa keluarga di sisi .. :'( .. im trying to make myself familiar but actually adapting myself to be familiar with the environment itself is still hard , and i`m still struggling . part tuhh , mmg aq perlukan semangat . only by then , i can make sure that i still could carry on . what about now ?? well , sometimes bila aq bangon tidur and aq pon ssh nak percaye yang aku akan pergi kuliah , dengar lecture law , english , and pretend to love it . i just wish that i was not there . but sometimes i just learn to accept things and give my best shot .even if i do fail, at least i tried . pretending is soooo not my thing .. people can obviously see when im not interested in something xD .. i just need more encouragement . i didn`t know where to get it . but i really really need an instant encouragement . i tend to feel like wanna giveup for a million times already . couldn't afford to live my life like this . :(
bulan puasa nie dah banyak kali aq berbuka with classmates . to be honest , im feeling even comfortable around my classmates than my roommates . that`s quite a story , later i`ll share .. first puasa aq berbuka with paan and ammar .. then harituh while beli tiket balek this week , i had iftar again with them . last thursday , berbuka with the whole class at seksyen 7 ( a round of applause to dina and din yang organize . it was a splendid evening) .. (y) ,, to tell u more about my classmates , actually i can`t . i`m already close to some of them . (well , some are already more than close ) .. but it`s too early to judge people right ?? :just in case" .. lol
the truth is deep down in my heart , i still feel kindda ..... HOMESICK . yes , it`s HOMESICK . maybe i`ll be fooling around saying that i can live alone . i don`t miss my family . but the reality is , everyday during iftar , i always wish that i was at home free to choose anything that i like .. and got someone that i can share my story with . i really miss that kind of environment .. xD . dulu aq slalu order kat ayah aq kalau aq nak ape2 . now to think of it , aq rase kesian giller kat mak bapak aq . bukan senang rupenye nak pergi bazaar ramadhan plus nak cari bende yg kite nak tambah2 bile kite tngh puasa . dulu aq x fikir semue tuhh . sekarang , baru aq tahu aq nie anak yg terok rupenye . x pernah bersyukur . i admit that . i`m so sooooory for my mistakes .
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| everyone tried to show their best "pyo-est" post . i guess adam can win this :P .. *do notice that i`ve tried hard . thanks* haha |
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| min (yang dok tngah) nanti dah nak sambung study kat beijing . good luck there dude !!~ |
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| just loved the background . got nothing to say . haha |
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| yang tengah ddk tuhh lar assistant aq ,syai. it`s true what madam said , she`s the "penguasa" type of woman .but as a friend , i still respect her . dye lar yg dok tolong aq siapkan assignment dlm whatsapp malam2 time semue dah tidoqq . |
our first iftar together
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| lwa0IG le boys ... *pose aq pelik siket . sila abaikan . haha* from left , min the beijing boy . followed by ammar my first kelantan mate, , adam the king of selfie and coming late , me , paan my new buddy from jb , and zaq my so-called "kuala-vengers" from mckk .. sadly jet is not on the picture . :( |
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| ini time iftar last friday with budak2 kelantan while they are waiting for their bus trip . *thanks again to yaya sebab belanje aq air jasamu dikenang .* btw, next time please speak the language that i understand :p haha i guess that's all for this entry . saya mohon beribu ampunn andai ade tersalah bahase dan terkasar bicara . hope to see u guys again in the next entry .. bye peeps :)) good night and happy holiday . |
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