AM I MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION ?

assalamualaikum to all readers .. sorry dah lame x update blog yang semakin lama semaken hambar ini . haha  .. today i`m thinking of writing about my not-so good  "decision-making" .. (goshhhh i`m just really bad at this) =.= . if u are one of my friends or maybe  my followers on twitter u'll be familiar with all of my tweets about entering "asasi undang2" or to be precise TAKING LAW AS MY FUTURE PATH ..

I already accepted the offer as i had paid for the entrance fee which cost my parents RM678.00 this thursday at bank islam .. spoiler : to pay for the entrance fee is nothing .. fill in some information . take ur number and just wait for ur turn  .. but to open a new account u'll have to wait for about 2 HOURS?? (i think u can bring your pillow, mattress , face mask and sleep there comfortably while waiting) .. :/ err...

well straight to the point , to be honest I am still doubting my decision about studying law .. why ? uhmmm . the major reason is .. maybe because my interest in ENGINEERING is still there.. my desire to be a successful engineer starts since i was small .. errghhhh . i just can`t get over it yet .. maybe I would rank law as my third most preferable field after engineering and economics ..

second , it was the people around me , the don`t say that they think i`m not gonna be a good law student .. but i can sense their ulter-sarcasm in each of their sentences , like ... "nak ambek law nie kene banyak bercakap ..tak boleh pendiam je" , "nak ambek law nie susah kene banyak membaca" , "x nampak ke budak law  dlm tv tuh skrg dh jadi ape " "anak pak cik -____ tuh berhenti study law tukar cikgu je"  .. but the most sarcastic and not very encouraging sentence is the one the came out from my sister`s mouth ... she said that only certain people can pursue law, only those who have the what she called "the brilliant brain" .. then , she asked me , between the scale one to ten , how smart do I think I am .. to hear all these things from her  just really break my spirit .. i know that i`m not that smart .. but is it that bad to try my luck in this all law n order field ?? ..


to be honest , I am still doubting my decision until now .. even tomorrow some of my friends are going to matriculation  to begin their studies there , sometimes i do think to try for science subjects  again in matrics after hitting  rock-pit in spm is quite a good option ..but everyone knows it is too late now . i`ll just hope that i`ve made the right decision .. well , that`s all for now ..till then , see u again . assalamualaikum :)