mY RaYa DiArY 2014 - best wishes :))

assalamualaikum to all my dear awesome friends :)) . hehe .. as u can see my headline above . this week it`s all about cutiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii raya wehhhhhhh. haha .. dah 2 minggu aq tunggu . and guess what ? i`m really having fun this raya . well it`s hard to describe my own definition for "fun" , but one thing that I could say is I really enjoyed it (y)  .....

first of all , i just wanna wishhh ....

haaa .... bole bace kan yang kat atas tuhh .hehe , i just wanna wish selamat hari raya , maaf zahir dan batin kepada kepada semua ahli keluarga , rakan taulan , sahabat  dan semua yang mengenali diri aku yang humble ini :)  andai ada terkasar bahasa mohon ampun mohon maap dari hujung rambut hingga lar ke hujung kaki ... sembah patik beribu-ribu ampun .. hehe :p


to be honest , raya nie hajat aq x kesampaian lagi ... sebenarnyeee , raye nie kami cadang nak balek raya kampung kami kat melaka , but well x jadi pulok sebab ayah kami busy :( .. bukan apa nak balek raya melaka . i badly deeply nak melawat kubur mak lang . dah laa mase mak lang meninggal dulu aku x boleh balek sana sebab dah nak dekat SPM .. harap roh arwah mak lang sentiasa dicucuri rahmat ... :(


now , talking about my raya diary . .. i think it`s better for me to cut down some stories since there`s a lot of unapropriate things that didn't supposed to be shared :P .. since parent aq pon skrg dah pandai usha blog aq senyap2 =.= haha

yang bestnya raya nie , i spend a lot ekcelli tones of time with my family especially my wonderful sisters sbb depe dapat cuti semingggguuuu :D ..  hehe . best lar jgak spend time with family .x kan nak asyik dngn member je kan ?? ..


yang best sebenarnya raya tahun nie sbb dah dapat masuk elaun asasi :D yeayyyy dan malangnya almost half aq habeskan mase shopping raye :p dan baki nya juga telah dihabeskan oleh aq yang sangat boros ini . lol ..
asyik shopping je -.- .. nie baru elaun asasi .. kalau ptptn nanti aq rse sehari dah lesapppp . :p

now to think that my holiday is going to settle down , it`s making me really sad .. sedih bukan sbb raya nak habes or bukan sbb dah kene balek shah alam sedihhh sebab esaimen aq banyak tergendala lagi gillaaaa . haha .:p dan ade banyak chapter lagi aq x cover .. x sempat nak study .. banyak berjimbaaa sahaja *peace*
raya nie liatttt siaaaa nak pegang buku . tak tahu ler aq nak jawab ape test law038 next week . sorry miss final exam nnti sye cover balek (maybe?) haha :D

actually the thing that i worried the most is MUET . i didn't have any confidence in getting band 4 . i guess i need to struggle a bit hard . especially in speaking and writing ..  aq cadang nak pergi extra class ar , tau x kat shah alam tuisyen muet ade kat mana je ? haha .. kalau dh tau , mohon pm me . lol ....

esok dah ank balek shah alam dohhhhhh . pejam celik pejam celik pejam celik , akhirnya dah kene kembali ke shah alam . wehhh esaimen x siap lagii :( . nanti mesti aq rindu semue member2 aq kat sini .. thanks guys coz rela hati datang raya rumah aq  haha .. i think that`s all from me for now peeps . i can`t talk much since i got so many things to handle for the time being . can`t wait turn back to kolejjjj perinduuuu . kepak kepak kepak . haha . till then , assalamualaikum :))

cant wait to get back to shah alam ... to meet these two fellas  . haha .. for a week , i have to admit that i am addictively missing them ..
*abaikan pose aq yang pelik . stress tunggu ktm yang x muncul2 *
c u guys there . embrace urself mate , u`ve met the wrong friend :p

it`s RAMADAN and i`m feeling HOMESICK

my new members of the floor 

assalamualaikum to all my dear readers :)) . like u guys know . (or if u didn't know , well u still can count :p) dah masuk 2 minggu dah kita berpuasa .. dan inilah first time aq berpuasa tanpa keluarga di sisi .. :'( .. im trying to make myself familiar but actually adapting myself to be familiar with the environment itself is still hard , and i`m still struggling . part tuhh , mmg aq perlukan semangat . only by then , i can make sure that i still could carry on . what about now ?? well , sometimes bila aq bangon tidur and  aq pon ssh nak percaye yang aku akan pergi kuliah , dengar lecture law , english , and pretend to love it . i just wish that i was not there . but sometimes i just learn to accept things and give my best shot .even if i do fail, at least i tried . pretending is soooo not my thing .. people can obviously see when im not interested in something xD .. i just need more encouragement . i didn`t know where to get it . but i really really need an instant encouragement . i tend to feel like wanna giveup for a million times already . couldn't afford to live my life like this . :(


bulan puasa nie dah banyak kali aq berbuka with classmates . to be honest , im feeling even comfortable around my classmates than my roommates . that`s quite a story , later i`ll share .. first puasa aq berbuka with paan and ammar .. then harituh while beli tiket balek this week , i had iftar again with them . last thursday , berbuka with the whole class at seksyen 7 ( a round of applause to dina and din yang organize . it was a splendid evening) .. (y) ,, to tell u more about my classmates , actually i can`t . i`m already close to some of them . (well , some are already more than close ) .. but it`s too early to judge people right ?? :just in case" .. lol

   the truth is deep down in my heart , i still feel kindda ..... HOMESICK . yes , it`s HOMESICK . maybe i`ll be fooling around saying that i can live alone . i don`t miss my family . but the reality is , everyday during iftar , i always wish that i was at home free to choose anything that i like .. and got someone that i can share my story with . i really miss that kind of environment .. xD . dulu aq slalu order kat ayah aq kalau aq nak ape2 . now to think of it , aq rase kesian giller kat mak bapak aq . bukan senang rupenye nak pergi bazaar ramadhan plus nak cari bende yg kite nak tambah2 bile kite tngh puasa . dulu aq x fikir semue tuhh . sekarang , baru aq tahu aq nie anak yg terok rupenye . x pernah bersyukur . i admit that . i`m so sooooory for my mistakes .


                                     

everyone tried to show their best "pyo-est" post . i guess adam can win this :P .. *do notice that i`ve tried hard . thanks* haha

min (yang dok tngah) nanti dah nak sambung study kat beijing . good luck there dude !!~

just loved the background . got nothing to say . haha

yang tengah ddk tuhh lar assistant aq ,syai. it`s true what madam said , she`s the "penguasa" type of woman .but as a friend , i still respect her .  dye lar yg dok tolong aq siapkan assignment dlm whatsapp malam2 time semue dah tidoqq . 

                                                                        our first iftar together

lwa0IG le boys ... *pose aq pelik siket . sila abaikan . haha*
from left , min the beijing boy . followed by ammar my first kelantan mate, , adam the king of selfie and coming late , me , paan my new buddy from jb , and zaq my so-called "kuala-vengers" from mckk  ..
sadly jet is not on the picture . :(

ini time iftar last friday with budak2 kelantan while they are waiting for their bus trip . *thanks again to yaya sebab belanje aq air jasamu dikenang  .*   btw, next time please speak the language that i understand :p haha



i guess that's all for this entry . saya mohon beribu ampunn andai ade tersalah bahase dan terkasar bicara . hope to see u guys again in the next entry .. bye peeps :))  good night and happy holiday .