AM I THAT SHORT -_- ?

good morning everyone (skrg dh pkol 2 pagi , so morning lar kan?) :3 .  tdi tetibe aq ade terjumpe satu artikel  pasal average height of a male by country . and guess what? the average height of a malaysian guy is just 1.65m (5"4') which is consider to be short compared to others . yang mengejutkan lagi ialah the average height for a singaporian male is 1.71m (5"6') . tinggi lar jugak 2 kan . ape bezenye pon , they  just live next door  , but the different is huge . some says , org yg stay di negara yang lebih maju tend have a greater height than the others .untung sngt lar -_- take korea for example , the average height for the southern male is 1.74m (5"7') , while the northern male is 1.66m (5"4') . *same like us . this is not a joke man .


 western countries such as austria , 1.79m (5"9') denmark  1.82m (6"0') and germany 1.81m (6"0')  is consider as tall . there's a huge diff with majority of the asian country esp indonesia.  .  lebih menyedihkan lagi , even dengan average yg rendah pon aq rse aq still tergolong dlm golongan orang2 yg considered as rendah . even in my class , there's a lot of other students which is higher than me . their height can go up to 1.75m++ tpi aq still 1.64m lagi . LOL . still elok je aq hidup . haha . tpi ade je yg lagi rendah dri aq .. :D .


tinggi nie 60%-70% ikut genetik . tpi kalau kite ade usaha nak tambah boleh je .. ( part tuh mlas lar nak discuss in detail .. take enough calcium , zink .. drinks a lot of water .. get enough sleep , improve ur posture, etc.. well , itu semue kite dah blaja dlm bio kan ? :p) . tapi selame nie aq x pernah ambek kisah pon perkara nie . x pernah terpikir pon sebenarnye . ade mase lagi ke nak perbaiki keadaan ? ade yg ckp kalo laki before 20 tuh masih ade harapan terbuka luas lagi . but for girls , errr . no komennnn . ps , skrg nie kat pharmacy dh ade mcm2 supplement tambahan utk jadi tinggi .. yee , farmasi ade jual supplement , ingat depe jual ubat dngn scotts emulsion je ke ? :p . LOL . tpi tnye lar dlu pharmacists tuh betol2 , tkot x sesuai je . hehe .



hakikatnye inilah dilema kebanyakan lelaki . yg tinggi tuh untung sangat .. x payah nak cite lar . tpi yg kurang tinggi . tetap kene berdiri sama tinggi . biar fizikal kita kurang xD asalkan motivasi kita sama tinggi :D . jyeahhh ! . majulah sukan untuk negara :p

still finding the right future *____+

hai peeps, hari nie aq x de ape2 buat ape2 yg menarik pon . these days aq banyak buat "reasearch" (well , research ler sngt) about tmpt2 utk aq sambung blaja after results keluar nnti . dngr kate results keluar 20 march , so tambah tolak about 30 days to go . kire nye lambat lagi lar kan ? (dh mcm org giller aq tahan diri nak thu results .desire utk melihat slip sangat membuak-buak . haha :p ) but unfortunately , there`s not much time for me to waste . need to figure out the path im taking after this instantly . im not thinking about the field im taking (it got to be engineering for god sake) . cume bnyk search google tntg tmpt2 yg menawarkan kos tersebut . if possible buat asasi lar kalau bole :D .

   have i filled in my upu form ? yes, i have . my choice is secret :p . only my parents and my bestie know about it . ekcelli dh lame dh sebenarnye aq search google pasal tmpt utk aq sambung study nnti . tpi cume nak make sure yg aq buat pilihan yg tepat , it`s not a crime to do it again right ? it`s ur future after all . so , akhirnye aq buat keputusan utk tanye sendiri senior2 yg sedang/pernah belajar kat tmpt2 yg aq nak pergi tuh . *still waiting for their reply ekcelli . btw , aq dh sure yg aq nak ambil engineering . aq pasti aq x sesuai utk medik , it`s too hard for me ( ps, i`m afraid of blood) . aq x sanggop tgok someone in pain . so kerje medik2 nie mmg sangat lah tidak bersesuaian dngn aq . pharmacists pon x kod , sbb enth larr . x minat r ubat2 . makan ubat pon aq x suke -_______- . kalau ambil law , payah pulak . aq suke law , tpi aq x beberape prefer sbb law nie kene bnyk berkomunikasi plus bnyk ddk dlm pejabat. aq suke kerje yg banyak "di luar pejabat" . LOL . kalau ambek law , x jumpe math dngn chemist dah . tapi aq ttp letak foundation law as my fourth choice . juz in case , mne kite tahu takdir yg menentukan segalenye kan kan kan ? .

   dlm family aq je dh ade due orang engineer , sorang material engineer , sorang oil n gas . aq pon x pasti lar nak ambek engineering ape . still torn weather chemical or mechanical . dlu mmg aq nak pilih chemical sbb mcm bez je , tpi skrg bile pikir balik ambek mechanical pon ok gak . my sister said , mechanical lebih sng nak dpt kerje . chemical nie kalau nasib x baek end up kerje kat kilang biase je .well got to admit, she knows better -_- she also said , kalau nak ambek engineering better study overseas . i`m like WOWWWWWWWWWWWW . i`m not that genius to secure a scholarship to study there . i want to . but i know my place . what i know is countries like france , german , korea and japan is better in terms of studying engineering . foundation or metrik kat sini pon aq sebat je kalau dpt .

. aq stil tunggu senior aq reply sebenarnye nak thu lebih lanjut about their daily life there. bukan nye aq berharap utk study dkt sane , tpi x salahkan kalau set up cita2 kita lebih tinggi dri ap yg kita nak ? it all depends on my result, kalau results bgos bru berani ckp lebih2. LOL kalao x bagos boleh lar kuborkan harapan siap2 . ngeh2 . tpi aq dh tried my best , sampai mlm paper bio terakhir tuh aq berjuang hingga saraf otakku mencetuskan impuls terakhir (mula mengarut . abaikan) . hehe .

 well , till then tunggu je lar hari keluar nye keputusan nnti . (harap bio aq A- lar bnyk mase aq peruntukkan utk subjek tuh). semoga semue batch `96 especially kawan-2 and classmates aq 5 sains sembam dpt flying colors . aamin . :)  freaking miss u guys . that`s all for now .assalamualaikum .

we`re friends . yet we`re strangers

we`re friends . yet we`re strangers tdi aq jumpe kawan lame , nme dye ***** . baru balik dri kampung sebenarnye , tetibe mak aku ckp dye nak tgok kawan aq tuh .  nak kate rapat tuh , boleh lar . dye keje kat2 sini . x de lar jauh sngt . aq sebenarnye at first x nak jumpe dye , cume nak tgok je mne dye keje . then , ayah aq stop kat kedai tuh jumpe lar dye jap . skjp je jumpe dlm 3 minit ? (i guess :p) . then , nak balik tuh ayah aq ckp , "pak cik dtg sini sbb amir nak sngt jumpe kamu" . aikk ? mase bile pulak aq ckp nie =.= .


 mcm mne keadaan dye skrg , uhmm . tuh mlas aq nak cite lar . aku akui , dye mmg pandai nak idop . campak aje lar dye mne2 dlm pelusuk bumi nie , mmg pandai lar dye nak survive  . tak de satu sen pon dye boleh hidup . tpi ... aq masih anggap dye kawan ke ? enth lar . tpi .. ap yg dye buat sampai aq anti sngt ? yg itu pun aq x beberape pasti . tapi part yg dye pernah lupe kawan mmg aq x respect .

 kawan lupe kawan , then bile jumpe  they act like masih lagi "kawan" . i`m` not saying that he is a really mean friend . but a least do some reflection  xD . everybody is still mad at u , could`nt u see it ? i dunno what would happen to our friendship next , but i just hope that we lost contact to each other .

i`m not looking forward to meet such friend like him . even in my college life soon . you act like all of us were close , then when u reached the peak , you suddenly become blinds . good for u , just stay blind forever .

DUA BELAS | DUA | DUA SIFAR SATU EMPAT |

    yesterday was a very exhausting day for me . pgi2 kene pergi ipoh to settle some issues with jayy pi jay . not jyj , but jpj :p . mcm yg aq cerite harituh lesen aq ade mslh . sampai2 je kat sne , org tuh ckp aq sepatutnye kne dtg bawak semue dokumen2 aq . tpi aq .. lesen pon x bawak . LOL . driving school 2 pgg . kalau ade ape2 . depe yg settle . but skrg dh 1 bulan . dan masih tiada dengar perkhabaran .

 dah sampai kat ipoh , they told us to come again and bring all the necessary documents . nak pegi ipoh , duit minyak satu cite , pas uh nak dptkan semue dokumen lagi satu cite , bukanyye sng . ini lah bagaimana sistem pengurusan  di malaysia . =.=

plus , aq sebenarnye terkejot tgok muke staf jpj tuh tdi sebijik mcm muke mak wani . LOL .  the staf said , "kalau datang bawak dokumen baru kami boleh tolong , kalau kita nak pergi berperang kita mesti ada senjata " .. ekcelli perlu ke hitam putih ? even kalau check no ic pon dh boleh tau semue maklumat . bukanyye aq nak beli tanah pon  nk hitam putih bagai .-_- . tpi x pe , ikot je lar ap yg dye nak .

aqilla yg dngr ceramah skali dngn aq pon dh nak dpt dpt P dh . esok cdg nak pergi ke pejabat jpj lagi . keep going there until i get what i want . harap semue nye boleh settle esok . pleaseeeeeeeee . npe lar bnyk sngt masalah . harap2 tuhan mempermudahkan segale urusan .. harap semue masalah nie selesai esok . .. insyaallah .  :) ..

add math dihatiku

  dear add math ,
      it is hard for me to say this . but honestly i really really really miss you . now bile dh x blajar bru aq perasan yg mse f4 dan f5 aq bnyk habeskan masa aq buat latihan add math , itu pun x expert2 lgiii . kerje rumah laen selalu aku tinggalkan dlu . add math harus menjadi keutamaan . enth knape aq minat sngt dngn add math nie .  dlu kalau ade je soalan aq x dpt jawab aq akn cube jugak perah otak sampai berjam-jam semata-mata nak dptkan jwpn . sometimes bila dah tidur lena pon bgun blek nak dptkan jawapan. pdhl esk nye kat skola bile kwn tnye "mcm mne dpt jawab soalan nie ?" jawapan aq mesti kakak tlg lar , kawan tlg , senior tlg lar (until now , i still kindda lack in terms of confidence level) .. tkot nnti kalau slah org salahkn aq . haha . tpi tuh utk homework add math je lar , homework laen mmg aq tnye org pon :p .


   hope i get A+  for add math in spm .i also hope that my classmates will get excellent results too . ye lar , penat je cikgu hasnah ajar ... mcm2 bahan dye sediakan , bape hari nak spm pon ade lagi kerje dye bgi  .. tiap2 minggu klas tambahan . (walaupun pde awlnye aq slalu ponteng) .

    harap lepas masuk IPT nnti , aku akn sambung blek blajar algebra, calculus n statistic(least favourite) . x kisah lar nnti sambung engineering ke , science ke , account ke , medic ke  yg penting ade semue nie . aq x letak harapan utk dptkn institute yg bgoz . it depends on my actual spm results . ye lar , trial aq mne laku pon



 

DUA | DUA | DUA SATU SIFAR EMPAT

   sedar x sedar dah masuk bulan febuary dah . dah hampir 3 bulan aq meninggalkan zaman persekolahan . do i miss  it ? obviously YES . but do i want to repeat my school`s years ? definitely NO .  no . no . nooooo .... tpi rindu lar jgak dngn kawan2 kat skola . both sedamai and  merchuan :) . now , just keep counting days before the actual spm results comes out .
 
     how did i spend my holidays so far ? well , not really an interesting story to share . everyday layan twitter , youtube , tgok drama , marathon law n order (season 1-4) , keeps feeling nervous about my spm result . currently there`s a lot of rumors going on about graf tinggi lar , results keluar awal , nak masuk u less than 5A`s susah lar . people should stop doing that , it`s hell damn terrifyingggggg . aq tau based on the way i  answered ,  its hard to be confident that i would get flying colors . aq hope dpt masuk matriks pon dh ok lar . at first i was targeting for foundation .  sometimes bile dh jemu worrying about my results, bkk fb .aq x update status pon hnye membace status kwn2 .. sometimes aq fikir even results keluar awal pon ok jugak .

    ramai kawan aq take this break opportunity utk bekerja . ade yg jdi clerk , waiter , cashier , keje kilang , yg jadi cikgu pon ade . mule2 aq pon cdg nak kerje , but dah sebati plak ddk rumah lepas 3 bulan nie . :p . now youtube is my best companion . malam pagi petang . kdg2 x keluar bilik tgok youtube . dah banyak dh drama aq khatam .

    hari nie serius paling depressing . smlm dpt call for auntie yg manage license uh , dye suruh hrinie pegi dngr ceramah kpp balek sbb ade mslh dngn lesen aq . tak pe lar , aq pergi lar dngn rela hati dngr skali lagi ceramah non-stop 5 hours tu . the moment i arrived at the shop this morning , i met usop . excited sial , tak sangke ade jugak kawan aq nnti . mase pra-L kete harituh jumpe qilla n kwn dye , amin .  sampai kat sne tdi akak uh ckp aq x boleh dngr ceramah kpp kerana lesen aq mseh ad dlm sistem . tpi dlm rekod jpj ad mslh . panjang lar jgak citenye . mlas nak ceritakan . hanya menambah luka yg sedia ada .

   jarang aq jumpe member cuti nie . dh semaken mlas .... nak pergi ipoh ? lagi lar mlas .. =.= ddk kat rumah pon ad consequence nye . jiran asyik dok tnye je kat parents mne anak teruna deme yg sorang nie x nmpk2 pon keluar rmah . ye lar , parents aq aktif kat kuarters nie . do i like my life now ? yes .. wanna stay like this forever ? no . actually im not ready yet . there`s still some problems that i need to think of . plus , dngn mslh with ****#@$$$ .. it`s a long story


    to change your life , it takes a lot of sacrifices , courages , determinations and a little bit of effort . i`m changing into a better a better me now . well, if i don`t succeed , at least i tried . i tend to smile a lot of times , but the truth behind those walls is hard to describe .  insyallah things would become better . aminn